

Sun and the MoonHave I fallen so far? When did I go from strong to crying for attention? When did I start acting like I needed help? I thought things of my past made me strong and brave, Although they still burn with a never ending pain. I pride myself in being able to look a problem dead on. I wait for the bottom to drop out, And become pleasantly surprised when Im wrong. Sometimes I feel like we truly are as opposite as the Sun and the Moon You as over whelming sunshine, eager to show everything Allowing nothing to hide in shadow if you can Warm and unaware I as the cold and distSun and the Moon


Theres no place like...?I feel as though I am standing in the middle of an old country road with no one around for miles. The grey tint of the day from the groggy rain that was pouring down makes it cold and uneventful. I am standing in the middle of a four way stop, and I want nothing more then to go home. But no way leads me there. One is twisted and complicated filled with endless wandering and confusion. One is smooth and bordered with flowers, but it is not my home at the end but someone elses. Another is cold and covered with thorns never a place of real comfort. The last is frightening and filled with endless forks even if I do decide that paTheres no place like...?


Dieing insideMy throat feels tight and my stomach is churning like it did all those years ago. Lately my heart is only half into everything I do minus the few days a week I get to be home and yet the knowledge of having to leave again makes the darkness still linger on the edge of everything we do. Looking at my life is like looking at a water stained picture with all the colors running down to where you can barely recognize what it once was. All the people in it and even yourself are noting but a blurred image Accept 3 days a week. But one thing I am beginning to learn more and more is that the other 4 days are beginning to rip me apart from the inDieing inside
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Do I divide and fall apart? Cause my pride is too sly to hold back all my dark.
-> Come to the "Naturally Deviant" Art Show! <-
WhiteSpace; Sault Ste. Marie, ON. July 13-19
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Do not stand at my grave a weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die!
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Do I divide and fall apart? Cause my pride is too sly to hold back all my dark.
-> Come to the "Naturally Deviant" Art Show! <-
WhiteSpace; Sault Ste. Marie, ON. July 13-19
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Do not stand at my grave a weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die!
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